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Quarter-life Crisis
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 11:10 PM

Any idiot can face a crisis—it's day to day living that wears you out. - Anton Chekhov

I've been feeling a lot like crap ever since I got tired of just watching movies and listening to music and reading books for my summer. It's as if I'm feeling so much more unfulfilled and worthless in the summer when I can do things, than in school which I absolutely loathe. It's like some freakish version of a crisis: a quarter-life crisis.

But I think that should be enough about my self-hatred and nonfulfillment, because talking about my crappy lifestyle is just going to make me hate myself more—so let's drop that.

So I hope Kris or Danny get eliminated on American Idol. All the performances for rock and roll night were just average for me, even Adam's Led Zeppelin cover. I did, however, became absolutely enthralled with Allison and Adam's duet of Slow Ride by Foghat; I loved it. Definitely a favorite Idol moment.

And after five minutes of thinking of what else to write about, I have discovered that I would die of boredom and loneliness if it wasn't for American Idol. If it wasn't for the show, I wouldn't be up for anything.

Which makes me a loser.