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Caution: Extreme Anger
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 @ 1:12 AM

I don't like explaining myself. When it comes to people who I know will be naive and will always negate my reasons—not merely because they think I am wrong, but really because they will never accept anything new, I literally want to hurl this laptop straight into their face and hope it sends them off the earth.

I hate it when people tell me what to do; and I can honestly say that it is not just my stubbornness speaking. I know for a fact that no matter what I say, they will never be open enough to understand my reasons. They will never see the points that make my situations, strategies, routines work. Because they just can't imagine it that way.

When people tell me to shut up, I want to tell them to fuck off. This is my life, and what I am doing with it, in it, is not toxic or unhealthy or downright bad. If anything, it actually works, and it helps me in becoming more focused and aware. It helps. So if they really want to change the way I work just because they want me to be normal, well go fuck yourself. Because unless you don't want me to pass the exams, then I'm doing it my way.