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Nocturnal Ways
Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 2:57 AM

I've gone back to my old habits.

Waking up at nearly 11AM this morning and blogging past midnight are two really bad signs that I'm starting to go back to my nocturnal ways. I wanted to get a regular sleeping pattern so that I avoided feeling so tired in school, and though I was able to achieve this for perhaps a good month or so, it was like I couldn't fight my own nature. It's like I really can't sleep until the darkness.

I think it has a lot to do with the fact that the time period between midnight and just before daybreak is quiet. It's not busy. It's hassle-free. The calm, even serene environment helps me concentrate. It's so different from when the sun is out, or when it's basically just past 6AM. Because that's the time that everyone starts moving and hurrying and going about their routines of work or study—which they actually secretly hate and they're now asking themselves why the fuck did I sign up for this? and they've the rest of their shitty lives to wish they could be better.

That's how I see it.

I don't know. I just like the silence. I like the aloneness. I like being alone sometimes.